Sayang...This is the last ...

Sorry can't change anything right now...
I know..it's my fault...
Sayang..i didn't meant it...
I just want to inform you bout the things...
It's hurt when u don't want to talk with me..
I give u my phone coz i want u to know there was nothing between us..
You are someone special in my life..
I couldn't life without u...
I swear...i don't want u to ignore me...
You are my everything right now...
You are the one who understand me...
You are the mirror of myself...
I want to hug u...
May i...Please give me that change sayang..
I'm begging you....
Let me feel your love....

I don't want to cry...
Please....this is the last..
I'm sorry....
It's hard to live without you..
Anyway good luck for your examination...
Enjoy your life with she..
She will take a good care for u...

Here I am

This is a crazy world
These can be lonely times
It's hard to know who's on your side
Most of the time

Who can you really trust
Who do you really know
Is there anybody out there
Who can make you feel less alone
Some times you just can't make it on your own

If you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I'll always be your friend

When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am, hmmm

If you have broken dreams
Just lay them all on me
I'll be the one who understands
So take my hand

If there is emptiness

You know I'll do my best
To fill you up with all the love
That I can show someone
I promise you you'll never walk alone

Well if you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I'll always be your friend

When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am, oooo

Everybody needs somebody who
They can pour their heart and soul into

Well if you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I'll always be your friend

When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am, Here I am

Leave me...

Ayat tue jak sy boleh ungkap skrng..
Yang ko tau perasaan ko...
pernah x fkir ttg org..
pernah x tgok situasi org cmna...
Org stu bnda pun x pernah rahsiakan apa2 dri ko................
Tuk terkhir kali org akan minta tlong...
untuk terakhir kali org minta halalkan semuanya...
Mungkin dgn cra nie ko akan lagi happy...
sorry sebab slama nie libatkan ko dlm hdup sy...
sorry slama nie sy menyusahkan ko...
sorry selama nie sbb sy menjadi beban kepada ko...
mulai saat ini...xda lgi org yang bergelar
~~~~~~ akan muncul dlm diri ko

Just For You

Sapa boleh jawab napa saya hitam...
Sapa cakap saya ndak comel...
Comel bha nie...
Saya nie anak murut....Anak papa sy yg asli..
Hasil dari sperm papa saya yang membesar menjadi saya di dalam perut mama sy...
Sebab tue sy hitam...Hitam itu menawan bha...
Papa saya cakap memanglah hitam klu bejemur jak...
Dipendekkan cerita saya memang comel n hitam...
Hitam2 saya...tapi hati saya baik wei..
Biarlah masuk bakul angkat sendiri...
Kalau x puji diri sapa lagi mau puji kn3...

Happy Teacher Day

Happy Teacher Day...
Happy Teachers Day To "The Madan" Family...
We are the teacher...
We are born to be a teacher just like papa n mama...
I'm the youngest...
Me also born to be a teacher...

Saya masih ingat g...time blik dari skolah dgan
x membuka kasut trus masuk bilik papa...
saya nangis..saya cakap sorry x tersenarai intervew maktab...
Saya nampak papa dissapointed time tue..
tapi memandangkan saya nangis papa cakap it's okay..
maybe bukan nasib ko...
then papa ask me to make the rayuan..
then bila sy dpt..sy ckp xmau pigi...
sbab saya xda kwan nti...
Papa cakap mesti pigi juga......
Masa tue sy ingt g papa n mamy g ambil sy d skolah...
Then...masa saya mendaftar papa ada d hospital..
mama n papa x dpt anta pun saya...
Saya lagi sedih time tue kita ada masalah $....
Sebab kakak bibie pun baru jak msuk KPLI n papa sakit...
Kita banyak guna duit time tue..
Kereta mamy pula selalu rosak...
Masa saya pegi hospital pagi tue papa masih bersambung degan wayar...
Papa cuma cakap baik-baik di sana...
I can't even hug u at the time...

2007 saya masuk sini...papa sihat until 2009....
i don't know why...2 minggu tue memang ada hati mau call papa..
tpi masalahnya ada jak aral...
Masa kakak bagitau papa masuk hospital sebab asma pun sy buat xtau jak..
saya mau call....saya swear..i want to call u...
i don't know maybe it's a hint for me but i didn't realize it..
until the day i know my exam result...i want to tell u about my pointer.....
i call u....but christal pick up the phone..
she said papa at the kitchen with mamy..
i can't even talk with u at the time...coz i'm crying...
i feel so sad coz papa n mama x bgtau blik KM masa tue..
Sy marah coz sy rsa x kena syg...x fair...
Abg n kakak pun nangis masa tue coz both of u balik x gtau langsung..

Early morning...at 7.30 am...
your number is calling...
i ask permission from my lecturer to pick up the phone..
i said it's important for me...my dad is calling...
What a suprise when mamy is crying n ask me to go home a.s.a.p...
OMG....i already knew it!!!!!!!!
i only can cry at that time...
all my classmate give me a hug..
they said everything gonna be okay...
i go back at the hostel n packing all my stuff...
I know u'll leave me...I bring my black shirt along with me..
OTW home...when we just pass by UMS..
i received one msg...."PAPA XDA...."

At the moment...i start crying....i take 5 minute to tell bibie...
when she know all of us didn't stop crying....
i deeply miss u right now..
i'm feel alone...
x lama lagi saya exam pa...
for the 2nd time....saya xda sapa2 utk share perasaan saya pada masa nie...
Saya cuma dapat doakan agar roh papa tenang di sana....


HAPPY TEACHER DAY
MAMA
BRO FREDY
BRO TONY
BRO RONY & SIST EDITH
BRO JHONNY
SIST BIBIE & BRO LEDRIN
SIST NANCY & BRO CHANG
SIST AMY

not forget to mamy, sist farida,sist ita,bro syam, & sist richnie