My Memory

Saya rindu kamu..
saya syg kamu...
cmna sy mau berhubung dgn kamu..
camna sy mau tau isi hati kamu..
camna mau selesaikan benda nie if sy x dpt contact kamu..
sy syg kamu sgt2...napa gni..
OH GOD.....please give me a sign...
arinie kamu sgt happy di kelas..
rin ckp kmu dah brubah...kamu byk bckp dgn durg...
apa mksudnya tue..kamu mau sy pgi tgur kamu..
or cmna...
please..i need a hint...
if there was no place for me please...tell me..

next week my bday...
saya x tau kenapa buat pertama kalinya saya rasa berdebar...
sy rsa x selesa...mungkin sy mau tua sdh..
eee...i don't wan this kind of feeling...
seems like something bad happen..
maybe this year i couldn't have anything for my bday..
i miss my dad...
too cengengla me...

Actually...
i feel so sad...
so sad and sad...
i want to cry for whole day..
i want to make myself happy..
yes by..what u saying to me before is true.
i can't manage myself..
can't defend myself...
i don't know..
maybe if it's true that there's nothing between us..
i really2 want to change everything..

i'm not a doll..
my fault to let everything happen to me..
can't fix it by myself..
idiot beatrice!!