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Thursday, July 29, 2010

My Memory

Saya rindu kamu..
saya syg kamu...
cmna sy mau berhubung dgn kamu..
camna sy mau tau isi hati kamu..
camna mau selesaikan benda nie if sy x dpt contact kamu..
sy syg kamu sgt2...napa gni..
OH GOD.....please give me a sign...
arinie kamu sgt happy di kelas..
rin ckp kmu dah brubah...kamu byk bckp dgn durg...
apa mksudnya tue..kamu mau sy pgi tgur kamu..
or cmna...
please..i need a hint...
if there was no place for me please...tell me..

next week my bday...
saya x tau kenapa buat pertama kalinya saya rasa berdebar...
sy rsa x selesa...mungkin sy mau tua sdh..
eee...i don't wan this kind of feeling...
seems like something bad happen..
maybe this year i couldn't have anything for my bday..
i miss my dad...
too cengengla me...

Actually...
i feel so sad...
so sad and sad...
i want to cry for whole day..
i want to make myself happy..
yes by..what u saying to me before is true.
i can't manage myself..
can't defend myself...
i don't know..
maybe if it's true that there's nothing between us..
i really2 want to change everything..

i'm not a doll..
my fault to let everything happen to me..
can't fix it by myself..
idiot beatrice!!