Trust..

Tadaa....that mas me wearing the white singlet with my niece..
she is more bigger than me right..hehehe

What is the meaning of trust??
Why it's so hard for me to trust someone..
I'm not perfect too..
I just wonder why i can't trust them...
I really care n love but why..
Is jealousy is the best way...
i'm scared of losing them if this situation has no conclusion...

What i know is I'm trauma with all of this thing..
repeated again and again..
then when i can't trust you all what should i do..?
please...prove to me that i can trust u...

Dear Chenta...

Hurm.i just finished all my work..
suddenly i feel like i miss u...
i miss to talk with u..
i'm sorry to ignore u..
i didn't meant it..
but i'm too busy..
i hope you will understand my situation...
I'm not the person that will find you just if i have problem..
No..i didn't meant it..
Love u Angel Of Darkness..
Sincerely from the bottom of my heart...
you are the only n one my bestfriend....